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[Wednesday
November 29th, 2006 at 10:20pm]
NEW ELJAE.


addme.
1 cmnt

[Monday
October 30th, 2006 at 6:51pm]
I feel like poop.
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[Sunday
October 22nd, 2006 at 9:49pm]
The emptiness consumes me.

I am no longer whole.



Words do not, will not, can not express all of the emotions inside that are whirling around screaming to be let out.


I want to run and lie in the street and wait for the next car to run me over so I can't feel any pain.



Life would be so much better if there was no such thing as emotion.
2 cmnt

[Tuesday
October 17th, 2006 at 5:32pm]
Why am I this insecure?
1 cmnt

[Tuesday
October 17th, 2006 at 12:58am]
I can't wait until next summer so I cang et as much reading done as possible. It's jsut too hard to read during the school year.


I have so many books I want to read, you have no idea.
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[Monday
October 16th, 2006 at 10:55pm]
Does anyone else feel this alone?
4 cmnt

[Sunday
October 15th, 2006 at 8:24pm]
oh help, oh help me
reindeer pulling santa's sleigh
knocked me over dead.
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[Sunday
October 15th, 2006 at 7:31pm]
Forgive, forget.



I need to think of my topic for my college essay.


I was thinking aobut embellishing on my trip to Florida (aka when I met Alex) but I'm not sure.



Ideas?
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[Monday
October 9th, 2006 at 7:59pm]
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.



Your Love Number is 2

Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover.
Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes.
At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy.
As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced.



Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have many true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.



Your Birthdate: February 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true

Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid

Your power color: Silver

Your power symbol: Square

Your power month: April
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[Sunday
October 8th, 2006 at 11:25am]
Happy 6 months Alex.




I love you babe.





Stay safe in Chicago.
1 cmnt

[Thursday
October 5th, 2006 at 6:42pm]
Leave your name and I'll respond with...
1. With something random about you.
2. What song/movie reminds me of you.(keep in mind I'm terrible with song names)
3. A flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. Something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. My first/clearest memory of you.
6. What animal you remind me of.
7. Something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
7 cmnt

[Tuesday
October 3rd, 2006 at 7:18pm]
I'm not complete.
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[Monday
October 2nd, 2006 at 8:11pm]
Is it bad to completely jealous of my boyfriend's life?

Cuz I am.


I keep listening to these songs tht remind me of Alex, and it's making my stomach clench, because it makes me want to be with him so freaking badly.

I want to be with him and only him.



I'm not going to lie, and I'm not hiding anything. He is my life. He is one of the few things in this world that make me completely and truly happy. And everyday I'm thankful for him being in my life. I don't think he udnerstands the proximity of how much I truly love him.


I din;t know where I;d be if I stayed home that February vacation that was seven 1/2 months ago.


I love you, babe. Don't ever forget that.
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[Saturday
September 30th, 2006 at 4:52pm]
These are amazing!


bahahaCollapse )
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[Monday
September 25th, 2006 at 9:47pm]
It really ruins my day when I find out the two people in my grade whom I cannot wait to get away from are interested in the same college I want to go to so bad.

Ugh.


I miss Alexzzzz
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[Wednesday
August 30th, 2006 at 6:54pm]
I think my favorite part about school is 6th period study hall. It's my only class with Ryan.

Yes, I like all the classes I have with my friends but I just like being around Ryan becaue he makes my day better.

And thanks god for no classes with Collin. That would ruin my day.


Alex, I love you with all my heart. It breaks me every day I wake up and I know you're not sleeping in the other room. I want you to be here everyday for the rest of my life.

Marry me and we can run away together.


And secretly, I wish you'd read this and comment because sometimes I feel lonely
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[Wednesday
August 30th, 2006 at 6:27pm]
It hit me today that I'm a senior.

And that scares/frightens/thrills/enthuses me.


I miss Alex.

Watching friends today made me go into my room and cry.

ugh.
3 cmnt

[Tuesday
August 29th, 2006 at 5:12pm]
Alex is the best boyfriend ever.

He makes me heart skip lots of beats.


Uh oh heart attack.


He likes to throw pennies at my window and stand in my doorway in the rain with a rose.

He likes to tell me he loves me and I say it back.


We're going to get married and run away together, I swear.


I feel infinite.
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[Thursday
August 10th, 2006 at 10:38am]
Next cat I get I'm naming John Stamos
1 cmnt

[Wednesday
July 19th, 2006 at 11:41am]
ugh@ people.
2 cmnt

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